Friday, July 25, 2008

这个星期做了两天工,少上了一天的课。算是有得有失。
做工后自己回来,又很迟所以很累。
至于学校更不用说,好像做什么都不顺利似的。
唯一能够期待的是下个星期拿工钱的日子。但愿日子在那之后可以好过些。

最近...自己内心有很多挣扎,许多事都想不通。
因为我怕太多。也许是穷到怕了吧? 又或许我更怕读不下书。
不想这样蒙蒙懂懂得出社会做一些不知道我该不该或能不能做的工作。

说实话我最近想的特别多。很容易不由自主地进入思考状态。
可是有时候想多了却又不自觉流下泪水。又有谁想把自己的伤心活淋淋的呈现出来呢?
当然...我也可以更坚强,但我也需要更多的勇气。
勇气,你就快消失了吗?

其实我不停的劝自己,不要被眼前的问题打倒,要努力努力再努力。
体内的恶魔却又告诉我说: "你都累了,就别再逞强啦~ 放弃一切,钱才是我现在该追寻的..."。

Haiz..forget it,my brain is abnormal.It doesn work in a way it should be.Or maybe i'm juz another brainless girl here like some other.SIANZ nahx... :(


This is how all things worked...
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Hi frenz :)
Ashlyn here.
Most ppl call me Lanxiang in real.
Call me anyone of those will be fine.

Introducing you my blog.
You are not seeing me.
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Reflection of my thoughts and my way for life.

I Love my families in a way no one can understand.
And..I love my hubby too.So much that I hope we can be tgt 4ever.

Ashlyn Love Sean

My Wants

1.More clothings n shoes
2.Bigger bag
3.All nice Jap foods
4.Frenz,families n love one to be healthy n happy
5.Smarter brain :P
6.Maybe $$ will fulfill all of above except no.4

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Smokers who walk in front of me
Studying(except for Chinese subject)
People who are..Irresponsible,
Arrogant,
Self-centred
& guys who are two timer

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Working in Chinese related industry like...
Chinese DJ or Teaching thread

To earn as much after graduate
So that i can help out my parents on household expenses

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